Woodlouse Spider

I smashed a Woodlouse Spider today after my spouse told me it was a termite. I feel terrible that I looked it up on the Internet after I killed it instead of before. I am generally very tolerant of bugs in the garden, but I for whatever reason that one was giving me the creeps. I still feel like bugs crawling on me. But all of that aside, I feel bad about what I did and my conscience is bothering me.